I haven't been the greatest at keeping journals of any kind in the past years. There has been too much outwardly and inwardly to focus on that I guess I just didn't have the energy or will to sit down and write about it on top of it ( Read more... )

I did a hell of a lot in the past year in terms of new learning and explorations ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a difficult day. Adolpho and I had planned to buy another turkey and spend the day making a lot of food for the coming days. Because the Sun came out and it was a clear day, Adolpho opted to go to the woods instead. I was ready to go get the turkey and ingredients when he called. It turned into intensity. Not only was the plan being ( Read more... )

"As long as there's still a thread you can weave a tapestry. It just takes one thread." -AdolphoDespite some early frictions, I ended up having a really nice Christmas with Adolpho on Marine Dr with Cedar the dog. With Daelich and Glen gone, we stayed at their place for a few nights together. We shared a delicious turkey dinner, deserts, treats, ( Read more... )

I met up with Donna on Thursday before ballet and we went for a long walk around Kits beach. We talked about young people's coming of age and what it means for their parents, as well as empty nest syndrome. It was nice to share so many similar thoughts and feelings about our places in the world. One topic we discussed was the power of acceptance, ( Read more... )

This weekend was improv class with Andrew Harwood. I was really nervous going in but it ended up being improv, not contact improv. The exercises were user friendly and challenging in their own ways, and got me a lot more comfortable with improv in general. It seems that when I push myself with body work and movement, I end up reaping rich inner ( Read more... )

I had a nice day today with Adolpho, so I've decided to write about it. I'd like to get more regular with my journal, but as usual it vascilates between writing and forgetting to write. Today was the second time we headed to Brunswick beach. We grabbed spring water on the way at Turpin Creek, and spent the majority of the day cutting down scrotch ( Read more... )

Inwardly, things have changed a lot, but I still have days where I sink into existentialism. My life has become very busy lately and filled with activity, much of it onerous. I am in love again and have a nice partnership shaping up. I am still very much dissatisfied with my life. Don't get me wrong, I'm grateful for the things I have, for my life ( Read more... )

Time has been going by so fast. It feels like I hardly have a moment to pause and reflect on what has been happening. Before I write what's on my mind, I just want to say that on the whole things are still going really well in life. I'm still happy with the way things are going with Adolpho, I'm making good money at the club, health has been mostly ( Read more... )

I had a really great day today on my Solar Return. My intention for the day, aside from sheer enjoyment, was to receive hints about my life path or characteristics about myself I should know ( Read more... )