i fucking hate peoople. i dont need ANYBODY in my life anymore. sure ill be lonely but its better than all this fucking drama, and all this fucking pain. i hate friends. i fucking hate people. i dont need people. THIS IS MY LAST JOURNAL ENTRY BECAUSE I DONT WANT ANYONE, ANYONE IN MY FUCKING BISNESS ANY FUCKING MORE, AND I DONT WANT TO BE SUCKED UP ( Read more... )

I wish brittany were a lesbian.

she'd be MINE.

I haven't updated my journal in a very long while. I was just thinking to myself, theres not very many people out there, that could love me for me inside, i mean alot of people are drawn to me because they think I'm hot, but then they hangout with me, and it only takes me like 2 hangouts, then i'm not shy, and then thats when they're like what the ( Read more... )

dude thats jesus (2:46:10 PM): YEAH britney murphy is fucking HAWT ( Read more... )

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THIS ENTRY IS TO LET EVERYONE KNOW, EMORY MURPHY SHOULD BE LOVED, AND RESPECTED BY EVERYONE, THIS PERSON, IS JUST, ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE YOU MEET, AND JUST CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF.

emory, doll, if ya read this, much love. much much much love.
<3

anyways, the rest of you all suck :]

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I'm feeling so hopeless. I'm feeling alone. I feel ridiculous, because it's come to the point, where I'm not hiding anything I feel anymore. Maybe I'm having a moment, maybe I need to make sure I don't forget to take my medication, lol, but for whatever reason I'm feeling like this, I don't know how to change it, and I feel like I'm complaining, ( Read more... )

I can't even begin to tell my story to anyone, and hurts because I can't let my past go, because it's moving on with me, tomorrow is the day, where I will find out, the exact date, I will be able to possibly feel alive again. I no longer feel as if any body understands me, I no longer feel as if I'm known. I no longer feel as if I'm alive. I need ( Read more... )