alright kids ( Read more... )

yesterday i had to work from 11-3, i got back and i knew how my day would go, id be sitting here all day with absolutely NOTHING to do. Every time i call tatis, shes at aleahs, every time i call aleahs shes out with tati. and cassie and matt were at cedar point. so i thought my day was gonna suck, but no, no no no. I remembered the fucking blood ( Read more... )

ive never, ever, had such a horrible day. I feel like i could blow my fucking brains out. I thought it was going to be a great night, spend it with mike and blablabla. But no, i mean first i feel like fucking blowing up on a huge crowd of people that know NOTHING about me and are fucking sitting there talking about shit that theyve herd about me. ( Read more... )

I have the most ridiculous amount of love for alcohol. I love drinking more than everything, except for a couple people ( Read more... )

i just want to see mike and ill feel so much better. i miss him so much. hes all i have and im fine with that, i love him to death. <3

MICHAEL DAVID CORBITT YOU ARE THE WORLD TO ME I DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK I WOULD DO WITH OUT YOU.
it reminds me of that mariah carey song..

ANYWAYS I LOVE YOU.

i dont know how to handle this, evewrything has so fast gone downhill, my life has gone straight to the gutter, i now, have litterally nothing but my boyfriend left to make me smile, weekends bring me to a dream like state where everything bad in my life is pushed out and forgotten for a tops of two days, weekends are the only time i see my ( Read more... )

noone knows my story, noone knows anything, therefore noone knows, and it tares me apart, it rips my insides down to shreds. everything is so messed up here. i want this home to go back to a couple months ago, go back when i was simply happy with my mouth shut. i should have kept my mouth shut. i should of not fucking said anything. i ruined ( Read more... )

heyyyy kids

i finally got my stupid webcam..
heres some pics :\ i was bored

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I'm scared. I'll finally just get it out. I've been staying up, every night when you're out with your friends, every single night, with questions in my mind if you'll be alive in the morning. It sounds so dumb, but I can't not worry about you. I worry about you taking too many pills when you drink, going to sleep and not waking up, driving drunk, i ( Read more... )

Some pictures hah

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