My attention span is too short. Why is that? I can be so focused on one thing in my life and then I can't seem to focus on that thing the next week. It makes me sad because it ruins things for me... In all respects to that which surrounds me why is it that I can retain incredibly long lived relationships with people that annoy the hell out of me at ( Read more... )

Why do I get like this? So distracted by my thoughts, thinking the worst about all things and not knowing whether or not to listen to the thoughts or not. I don't understand, and yet I want to know, I escape into my thoughts and then my thoughts betray me. I try to be positive about things and then I can't read the responses of people and then I ( Read more... )

Finally this torturous week is complete, I have finished over 70 hours of constant go and less than 20 hours of sleep. It's so nice to be able to sit now and do nothing for a little while. There are times now days where I wonder, what am I doing with my life. I'm stuck in two deadend jobs, I would rather sit at home doing my homework. There are ( Read more... )

It's been so long since I've been on Livejournal, I know I was on about a month ago posting about how I was going to keep up with this again. It's so much easier to keep up with a Myspace though. Sadness. Not much to really write about other than what I already have on Myspace, I guess for now I'm curious who still reads my LJ anymore, I'm not sure ( Read more... )

I'm still alive. I don't know how much I will post on this, since I seem to have more people who read what I post on my Myspace than I have ever had here on Livejournal. ^_^ I'll try to keep up with both I guess, since I do have some friends on Livejournal that I haven't gotten on Myspace, I'm sorry I have neglected you all!!!

I found out today, that I have been an official Aunt since july 21st ( Read more... )

Due to recent events and certain comments being left on my LJ I will have to be taking my leave from this post for a period of time. Until I feel the need to share anything of importance. To those of you that care, you know how to contact me ( Read more... )

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I am going to over a span of time perform a few experiments on unsuspecting victims ( Read more... )