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[geekishgirl]

i knew this would happen. i dreded it. since that day ive checked my friends of list just because i had the feeling it would happen. and now it has. i guess this is one of those reality check things that make you really think, wow, this is it.

jeff has removed me from his friends list.

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[starsfadeaway]

kayla,
im sure its just cause its too much to deal with ... seeing your face. its not you. i can assure you with that much.
but. im sorry.

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[geekishgirl]

yeah i know. im sure thats why too. reading stuff i write and being reminded of me. its just... its a total wake up call saying hes not coming back. saying were not going to see each other and saying this is it. no more jeff. everythigns so not happy. thanks alexys. and thanks for calling me. i really wish i knew who i can depend on.

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[starsfadeaway]

well. you can depend on me as much as possible.. for being hundreds miles of way... and stuff. i started writing your letter to-day. im sure.. that some day.. you and jeff will be friends again. cause .. me and dustin went through something like that too. And me and him are finally friends again...
its not exactly the same as you and jeff...
but i know everything will end up working out for the best <3

p.s. i started writing your letter!

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[geekishgirl]

hah. hey, diid you start writting my letter?
i hate this keyboard. i dunno bout being friends... id like that but i dont know whats happening. i guess ill just have to get over it or something... thanks for being my friend. :)

[ldystardust]

I didn't remove you tho!

Ok, small comfort I know... but just so you know, I am here.

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[geekishgirl]

heh, yeah. thanks for not removing me. no offense, but him taking me off and you taking me off are kinda two different things. cus although he told mee that we couldnt see each other again, its still scary to not know whats going on with him and vice versa. but thanks tali.

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[ldystardust]

I can understand. The last ex I had said he never wanted to see or hear from me again, partly because he KNEW that it would hurt me. I'm sending good thoughts your way, here's hoping things will work out better.

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[geekishgirl]

ahh i can feel the thoughts already. thanks.

Just a nosey bastard, but....

[shadowvoodoo]

....I was just wondering why this Jeff guy is so important?

Re: Just a nosey bastard, but....

[geekishgirl]

... i was just wondering who are you and why can you see my 'friends only' posts?...

Re: Just a nosey bastard, but....

[geekishgirl]

never mind. im sorry, im a retard. i guess i didnt make that one friends only... so how long have you been reading my journal?

Re: Just a nosey bastard, but....

[shadowvoodoo]

Just today. I bum around LJ and check out people with interesting names 'cause I'm generaly just a noesy sorta person.
Sorry if I offended you.