man, it's been so long. i don't even remember when the last time i took the time to write anything was. life is definitely crazy .. changing very quickly. moving, working, smoking, drinking .. life. crazy how it changes so fast, and all you can do it grab on. make you think about everything you haven't thought about in years. flash back.
so apparently the theme today is to shit on me. so if anyone else would like to make me feel like shit (even though im sick and already feel like shit) its cool, apparently thats what today is all about. thanks .. a lot.
so i realized ska makes me not so angry. if i didnt have that, someone would probably be dead right now. i'd tear their fucking souls out of their chest and shove it up their ass. luckily i do.