allergy season sucks ass. ive been going to the gym 2-3x week and doing halfass work. i gotta get it together. before i lose it. my bro got me a pair of vans for my bday and i almost tripped in them because im not used to them and i am a friggin klutz. i landed on my left hand and foot and now my thigh is sore, so i didnt run yesterday but plan to ( Read more... )

ignorance is bliss but suffering should never be prolonged. you cant say shit unless youve had it happen in your family. when i think of my uncle and his johnny got his gun syndrome and his mental anguish i regret not having the balls to kill you. i think of my Grandma and how happy she is. what if the line keeps getting redrawn. imagine one effer ( Read more... )

my brain is thinking to much, my arms are jittery. whats the point of anything? but why give up so easily huh?

i forgot my Moms birthday...oops. i have so much on my mind, i never forget her bday. i owe verizon 300 dollars for going over the limit so i called, bitched bartered threatened vow to leave em when contracts up. and my fone keeps losing calls and being a jerk so i gotta go and demand a replacement for free, what am i paying insurance for,huh? ( Read more... )

i remember i once went out with a cracker. had the accent, grew up in a trailer. im proud of myself, went out with a cute hick boy. anyway you. life is moving along. im being a bit of a hedonist lately because i have no skills to help the unfortunate. i could volunteer somewhere but i dont have time really. nor do i want to park my car in an ( Read more... )

im dating someone who is very sweet and respectful but reminds me of my friends little brother. his smile and voice and especially his LAUGH. mind you ive known my friends lil brother since he was in diapers. i havent mentioned this to my friends yet. im pissed off i cant look past this. but it feels like incest, i havent slept with him though ( Read more... )

last week i dreamt i was george w bushs speech writer and i would give him advice on how to answer questions. also, his mom was foul mouthed and my friend. then maybe monday i dreamt i was watching the tv and a commercial promoting the libertarian party came up, i was so upset because i had not been asked to work on this media campaign. i was t.o'd

I feel pretty good. I almost bought something but didnt and regret it. Also, why do i want who i cant have? well, ill get over it, i have someone interesting now. although im apprehensive about him, not sure if i can care yet. who knows? i need new sneakers, my toes hurt when i run.

My Dearest Jesus Christ, my personal anguish probably doesnt rival yours in life, and I feel pretty selfish with what I do have, I know Im just another American, we eat what we want when we want, the poorest dont die of hunger here. But, I cant help being depressed. Please comfort me. You know, I'll make more friends. Its sad to let go but, they ( Read more... )

is it wrong to hate the inarticulate people i have to talk to on the phone?