Matthew 11:28 says

"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."

so ive cried like a madwoman for the last 3days. my cousin and i had our fortunes read a la botanica last night. i went from agnostic to christian man, i only agreed 'cause im so depresssed. this woman said i shouldnt trust any guy until i meet the jerk im supposed to marry in august. then she said i fail at things because im always so negative and ( Read more... )

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"ill never look into your eyes...again" i prefer this line when i think of someone who has alienated themself from me,not death. though death will eventually be the definite separation. i hope you regret this someday. i know you dont now. dont worry im not so heartbroken. but what could i expect from someone so simple and good looking. hell, i'm ( Read more... )

out of all my monetary and family problems, the only thing i am allowing to irritate me is all those resolution people crowding the gym. end.

im in a good mood, i just smoked an upscale cigarette. im doing something tonite and tomorree, except sunday. so i dont have time to be depressed, stressed yes, depressed no. where the f did i read that the brain likes deadlines. but i have a savings account. muah hahahahahhahahshahah,dfgfklgjdsf/gj

1. friends are forever, boys are for awhile, can Lauren not see that?
2. HE is so short.
3. fighting the nursing home for my Nanas right to eat
4. fighting my fathers ex employer
5. gotta new job offer

i think im turning obsessive about cleaning. i keep throwing stuff out. i know people keep things they dont use but i keep throwing out clothes, makeup, i bought a shredder and spent hours shredding crap. i hate having anything in the garbage cans, they have to be outsid in the trash bins. im contemplating throwing out my tv, i put my cds and dvds ( Read more... )

i feel better, i am sorry i included Zuong in the list of abandoners, she is not. Lauren, on the other hand, grrrrr. i have a cold now. crap

um, feeling better. got a late xmas present, a beuatiful shawl from Kuwait. also, going to my friends church on sunday. its all young people and a lot of bible study i hear, so sounds good. although im still raging in some anger and depression