"did i ask too much? more than a lot? you gave me nothing now its all i got"

i was at the hospital, my Grannys peg tube was infected, not too bad, but i was scared, and in the middle of the worse rain i have ever been in. shes good though, yay. last night when i got home, spent it watching HIM dvd, and crocheting. Zuong showed me, although i had always wanted Granny to teach me, but thats life. i wanna make my own clothes. ( Read more... )

the headache has migrated to the right side of my brain, but it is very small, this is day four. today i wish idve not dropped out and been a nurse,to donate my services. i really wish i was in school. why did i do this? oh well. it aint over

i would like to drill a hole in my head and put a lit cigarette in it. that outta soothe the left side o my brain

ive had a headache since the 25th. mostly from worrying about my Grandma ( Read more... )

im still not done shopping. gotta buy a goodbye gift for mormon boy. probably the loveliest date ever i had with him. 4am pitch dark hike, view of the ocean and city lights plus sunrise :-(

i cant even help myself. i read a heartbreaking article about the homeless. i should post it as a reminder. i would like to help those "at the mercy of other people" as the article said. we're all at the mercy of eachother. wow. duh. yea. im wondering why my life doesnt revolve around a man like my closest friends. take it as a sign, you should ( Read more... )

today im going to a party. i feel not depressed, more like that blah, pointless feeling. is all.

what is the deal with people drifting apart? i saw my friend who got married sunday..........what a bridge between us..........worse.....theres no bridge now. human nature. sigh.