Sometimes I really fucking hate being a relationship especially living with him. Too much fighting. there's no way in hell I'm going to say how I feel its hard to explain but I feel like it get thrown back in my face. If that makes any sense? Fuck I'm so pissed off. Blllahhhh I wish I could shoot somebody ( Read more... )

I got a Hookah, it has cherry blossoms coming out the top, Its pretty fucking sweet I love it<3

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My guinea pig died today ( Read more... )

So yeah, yesterday was my first day of school, and guess what? I didn't even go. It wasn't my fault. I got up at the right time I finished getting ready at the right time I put my keys in at the right time and turned my ignition and my FUCKING CAR WOULDN'T START!!!! So I didn't go:'( today I went with David except I had to wait an hour and a half ( Read more... )

Si I got meh tat, its on myspace! its John Lennon's self portrait. there was Yoko too but Yoko sucks so I just got John.:D it looks awesome too:D it was painful. I thought since it ws on my boob and there is a lot of fat there that maybe it wouldn't hurt. Yeah I was wrong but it was worth it! its already scabbing. it feels weird haha.:D ( Read more... )

So much to say about him ( Read more... )

Ugh so last night I was having a good time. I got really drunk and everyone wated to play gears of war and of course I wasn't invited. David tried saying about us taking turns but I was like no, if they don't want me to play I won't, So I went ot my room started writing like a freak in my book got on the net got on live journal and kept feeling ( Read more... )

Doesn't it hurt when you realize your alone ( Read more... )

Okay so I'm sitting in my room and I can still hear David and his friends yelling...playing Gears of war of course don't get me wrong that game is sick I love playing it and what not but COME ON its just a game its like it proves to them that still have dicks(Ego boosts). its really retarded they're grunting and cussing its like "okay little boys ( Read more... )

SO last night was fucking so cool we went to ABQ, hung out with my parents and Josh called us to hang out with him because it was his 21st birthday. The girl I hate was there though she was cool last night and not to mention he's totally banging her but anyway it was me Josh, David,Klarissa, Mike, and Damn I forgot the last guys name and it started ( Read more... )