i think i've been trying to clean my room for ten or fifteen hours already and it feels hopeless, i find so much everything i don't really need and i find so much everything i'm not sure if i need and i just don't know what i should do ... i wish i had a magical powers and i could turn all those not so necessary things into records. it would make ( Read more... )

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that feeling just takes me over, it comes straight from the ...

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( when i put my headphones on, close my eyes i can feel it, i know nothing will ever harm me, everything will be beautiful until i open my eyes. and then, it's time to be so small, again ... )

sometimes when i feel sad and alone i go outside and walk in the forest. it's beautiful and it's old, full of shadows and hiding places where little animals can sleep ...
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he's not alone but he goes out ( Read more... )

tie a heart, there it is now.

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i've been thinking that i really don't know if i should go to provinssirock on saturday or not. it would be wonderful to see air specially when they'll be playing in a tent, i don't like those big stages that much after all ... and scissor sisters and maybe something else too. it feels sad that all my ( Read more... )

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it's so quiet here i can hear my heart beating when i take off my headphones. i've been listening to this interpol bootleg from their show in toronto, it's so beautiful it really makes me forget how tired i am ... i can't stop listening to it, i wonder when i'll be able to go to sleep ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder how much everything there is to see and feel and hear and learn how little time i have on my hands. sometimes everything just fills me with lack of confidence and happiness and sadness at the same time and when i suddenly think about it, it makes everything so complicated ...

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but it's raining and i close my eyes ...

i feel so tired i wish i could cry ...

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and again i feel so out of reach and i'm so far away from everything i've been dreaming of. time just keeps on disappearing and i keep on wishing i had more patience and that i could be brave enough.