sleek medspa has crazy drama... blahh i hate working with all girls. haha its fun sometimes though ( Read more... )

why am i such an emotional wreck all the time? christmas was all fucked up this year. i'm still in shock. life just makes me hurt. i partied way too hard over the weekend. i had a lot of fun but i was out of control. things just arent working out for me lately. moving away is a very big possibility right now. i want to start doing some missionary ( Read more... )

i wish i could just start over.

fuck.

so i'm working at marshals now. i'm still looking for a real job.. for like what i went to school for, but everyone i send me resume out to wants someone with more experience than i have. i'm getting really depressed from it all. nothing seems to go right. i wish things were different, like i wish i could start life over and do things i've always ( Read more... )

so i graduated a couple weeks ago.. its awesome but also depressing. i didnt like a lot of the people i went to school with but the people i did like were awesome. they all live so far away though so i feel like i'll never see them again. we're all so different so its hard to stay close. now i just have to get a job... do something with my life ( Read more... )

yay!! i passed state boards!! now i am a licensed aesthetician. what a relief. i never want to go through that test again. almost 4 hours of testing made me want to die.

So i really love my school. I'm learning so many things and i'm actually absorbing this huge amount of info. The only down fall to everything is people are starting to get really clicky and fake. i have one real friend and i absolutly love her. ahh.. i'm just hating everything right now. when she's not around i like fall apart knowing everyone like ( Read more... )

I finally have a date set to be state certified. saturday, may 19!! wicked nervous. so far all of my friends from school have passed so i'm feeling pretty ok about taking the test.

mmm wish me luck.

i am looking forward to summer so much. winter depresses me and now that the sun has been out i've been so happy! i have zero money so that really sucks.. need a job.. hopefully that will happen when i take state boards. nervous about that ( Read more... )

summer is almost over. everyone's leaving for school... BUT there will still be a lot of people around going to necco or north shore. basically all my friends but renee, but she might as well count for 10 close friends. lots of visiting to boston<3 ( Read more... )