no actually i'll just lay it out. I am constantly wondering who I am and what i've blocked out when I moved away or was growing up. I dont know if anyone around me knows who I am. I constantly wonder if my roomates secretly hate me. sometimes I wonder if I disapeared from Charlotte NC if anyone would even notice. I want to know if all this hell and ( Read more... )

sometimes when i recall memories of me growing up I wonder if they actually happened or if I altered those memories somehow in my head.

PICK 7 PEOPLE AND WRITE SOMETHING TO THEM, EVEN IF THEY'LL NEVER READ IT. SOMETHING YOU WANT THEM TO KNOW, SOMETHING YOU NEVER HAD THE GUTS TO SAY, WHATEVER IT IS. DON'T MENTION THEIR NAME, BUT FEEL FREE TO GUESS WHICH ONE YOU MIGHT BE.

1). I really hate you for what you didn't do. I wish things could have been better. When I first met you I though ( Read more... )

The Irony Continues
I'll write more after my solids test
It's gonna hurtttt

Self preservation is part of an animal's instinct that demands that the organism survives. Pain and fear are parts of this mechanism. Pain causes discomfort so that the organism is inclined to stop the pain. Fear causes the organism to seek safety and may cause a release of adrenaline which has the affect of increased strength and heightened senses ( Read more... )

I am the last surviving roomate of 9276.
I think i'm going to be reading alot more for the next two weeks.

lj ( Read more... )

I am going to attempt to recount the events that have occurred in one week. I am not sure if I will have the correct chronological order or if the characters and events will be portrayed accurately but after much contemplation I decided I want to be able to remember this week in my life. 1/52. I prefer to speak in fractions.

Had to lock it. Lots of ( Read more... )

I have so much mayhem to update on. 
I think it needs to be done on a protected post though little R rated.
Gotta go I will write more lj.

Last night after work I found myself at Taber Creek bar in down town Charlotte. It was positively random. 
I met a boy there that knew where Bath was and it struck my fancy.
I came home woke up and went back to work I’d say after 4 hours of work. Was too hung over to work/no one was there/ it was Friday/I have already had an ass load of hours for the ( Read more... )