and you realize your it's broken. I remember listening to this in colleens car and liking it but I refused to look it up because I thought that maybe it would predict or alter our future. fuck it now ( Read more... )

I'm going to graduate in May, and I don't know what I'm going to do. I take the GRE's on Monday and I have pitfully studied during a boring class I take on Friday mornings when I'm usually hung over and feel like causing a scene. I want to start working, because I want to start making money. I don't want to start working because everything is going ( Read more... )

My biggest fear is that everything is going to crashing down. The time constraint of impending graduation has led me to feel as if a fork has obnoxiously placed itself in the middle of my perfectly planned, narcissistic path and back up traffic all the way from May st. to October. If I graduate and do not start my masters than I will have a ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving break was not what i expected ( Read more... )

I am the way I am because of how my parents influenced me, but also because of how my friends influenced me. Or how I allowed them to influence me. My parents tried their hardest to bring up a bright, religious, saintly young lady and I tried my hardest ( Read more... )

I want a really stiff drink and a ciggarette ( Read more... )

ok so I'm alive ( Read more... )

so october break this year was spent sleeping, going to the dead body museum, reading, doing an insane amount of homework, hanging out with a friend from work. and well that was it. My homework is kind of done. and thats all I have to say for it. wish I could have gone to NY ( Read more... )

I think its bullshit that you are coming down on me for staying to do what I have to do. School. Work. Make Money. Pay my Bills.
But then again it's pretty dumb anyways that I wanted to come up in the first place.
Thats what you said right?

I'm driving to NewYork after my environmentall engineering midterm on thursday. I'm going to stop at Lock Haven to see dave and spend a night. Then I will move on to Courtland to stay with Stephen. The next day we are going to NYC to see Arcade Fire with the addition of Sermonis and Chuck. The next say I will go tback to Courtland, might drive to ( Read more... )