So it's summer.
And like every summer before I decided that I'm going to start writting in this more often as opposed to once every 3 weeks.
That said. I fully intend to update after I clean my apartment.
Oh and it might be friends only.

My family still looks at me like that Im 14 years old.
How is it that people I've only known for 2 years can know me better then my own family.

i figured myself out that I dont have myself figured out.
i go about things backwards. 
I'm not interested in all these guys who are nice and seem like good guys. I'd rather go for something that carries impending emotional damage because it's funner to ride the wave in as opposed to bobbing in the water.

so many tests ( Read more... )

This year is almost over ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a month. I published the meanist article last week. I think i'll post that in a second. he asked me if it was written about him and I said I could lie or I could tell him the truth. We ended over me writting an article, kind of kicking him in the gut in a very semi-peronal way that only he or people close to me would know it ( Read more... )

and I can't stop thinking  about this so when i get back to Charlotte I want to look at this. and remember exactly how i feel right now. and I want to forget about you once and for all. and this is what is going to remind me of what the problems you are and will always be...

I can't be losing sleep
over this, no I can't
and now I cannot stop pacing
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The other day in the news paper I noticed they asked students how they would be celebrating Black History Month.
All the white kids simply said "I'm not"
Which I found some what comical.
The African American Kids all said what they were doing.

I wasn't surprised. I guess celebrating black history month doesn't mean much to white people sadly. But it ( Read more... )

I can't imagine all the people that you know ( Read more... )

It's sunday ( Read more... )