I just signed my life away. And I think I like it...

Also last night was joes birthday. I went to weasells with him and some of his friends. I felt much better.

“Well maybe he’ll come around,” my sister said

I looked up with her I thought I might have scrunched my nose

“Don’t tell me that…”

“Well maybe he will,”

“It’s been a week” I came back with “It’s not that I’m that upset about it, its just that I think that was like my last hope. We liked all the same things but I just didn’t want to wait around,”

She ( Read more... )

So I'm trying this new thing where I end things when I know I should. Like how I used to just drag out the inevitable when it came to dating guys. Keep hanging out with a guy even though I knew we weren't right for each other or that we just didn't get along that well. I guess it doesn't feel that bad. But like I said you always wonder when you ( Read more... )

Ok so classes started. They are alright. Guz isn't in as many. Mitch is in my technical writting class, that looks like it's gonna be alot of fun with him. Rob is in almost all my classes and cocoa is in alot too ( Read more... )

In every doomed relationship, there comes what I like to call "The uh-oh moment". When a certain little something happens, and you know you've just witnessed the beginning of the end. And suddenly you stop and you think, "Uh-oh, iceberg ahead".

Strange. But even when you know it has to end, when it finally does, you always get that inevitable ( Read more... )

I'm going back to charlotte in a few hours.
There is so much to tell but I need to take a nap before I leave.
I'm taking Taylor back too.
I always get like this when I leave home.
I feel like I'm leaving so much behind, so much left undone but I have so much to look forward to and I'm once again faced with the fact that my life is not here nor will it ( Read more... )

"Goodbye lay the blame on love"

ok back to my last entry continued ( Read more... )

Ok let me just start by saying I had a great Christmas. I would bitch about my stupid inconsiderate sister who locked herself in her room in front of my emotionally fragile due to christmas pasts cusin and Aunt, but i bitch about her enough. Besides it's really hard for people to understand what it's like to have to be around the type of person she ( Read more... )

I've been here at Charlotte for almost a week ater exams have been done.

I thought it would be hard to leave for New York for christmas, like it is hard to leave for every reasons. Ilove charlotte. But i'm starting to think i had it all wrong. And maybe there isn't as much here as there appears to be. I want to go home.

When I get back to Charlotte I ( Read more... )