So here we are, living in Germany! Wow... Knowing how far I have come in life, I surprise myself sometimes ( Read more... )

3 Years ago I wanted to go to Europe. I begged a friend to get me a job there, over and over... He tried but it didn't work. Time went by, I settled back home and the job fell into my lap ( Read more... )

Fuck... I had a lot posted but i hit my mouse and lost everything...

Ugh, anyway. Happy thanksgiving folks... or I guess myself. :)

Heya LJ, I'm back ( Read more... )

Wandering tonight, past where I know I should go looking. Yet, I still look, I still find and I'm still left wondering why. I'm not longer wanting, if there is such a thing.

Dancing in my head is a vision of revenge, pain and suffering. I know i'm better than that, yet I still demand justice. You forgive, but should you forget?

I had a moment last night that made me think of LJ and how I used to love posting here. We now paste our lives and stupid doings on Facebook, yet this is where I really pour out my heart. No one knows who I am here, no one to judge and even if they did judge I wouldn't care ( Read more... )

I thought I beat it, so long without having to think about you, then today it happens. I only saw her for a moment, but she looked just like you... Nose, eyes.... My heart stopped but I kept walking, almost turning around to take a second look ( Read more... )

Drunken thoughts... As the wine flows though my body, I can conquer the world, yet tomorrow in the morning my soul yields.

It's so late, sorry tv land, bed soon.

So long since I have posted here, sorry LJ... When I used to post here, I was so alone, but now I have nothing but free moments to myself ( Read more... )

Well, 4 months since my last post... That's not too bad, right ( Read more... )