you're so attractive.

i want you to be with me.

just for a moment.

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is magnificent.

i love internet cafes!

Today is July 15,2007.

I have not recieved my AP scores.

Agony has consumed me for the last 3 days.

There is a possibility that I am dead inside.

Damn the United States Postal Service!

Damn, Damn, Damn!

there are people in my life who can instantly shift my discontent.

these people are my friends.

there are days that feel still.

these days are few and far between.

there are moments where i curse my passiveness.

these moments are shortlived.

there is someone who makes me feel alive.

this is love.

i like to think that the time i spend waiting here means something.

that i am not wasting my mind thinking.

no actions.just thoughts.

i dream about all the things i would like to do.

but i feel as if i am stuck inside my own mind.

because all i do is think of you.

i can't stand it.

all i want to do is move.

i want to be able to live without

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for the last two weeks i have been absent from life. i inhaled and exhaled, but that the was the extent of my participation ( Read more... )

so i am missing another B day.

good.

today sucked.

tomorrow includes coach buses and free breakfast so that already makes it amazing in comparison to today.

i am over it.

i hate working for affection.

i want to be myself.

i guess that means i am on strike again.

great.

i refuse

i won't have those butterfies.

i can't.

and i won't tell you because that makes it real.