Now thats the kind of slap in the face I needed. I just got home from spending a good six hours hanging with Christa. Who would a thought? She called me up and not vice versa. I get a phone call once in a blue moon so this surprised the hell out of me. It made up for a not so great day of work. It was good times. I had a good time, got to talk and ( Read more... )

Man....I'm so miserable right now...:(

YES!!!! SWEET. Due to me getting a 3.6 for the final marking period, I can drive 6 days earlier. HURRAY!!! I CAN DRIVE!!!

I'm in the mood to write once more which is never good on my part. I get in the mood by being angry or upset or feeling the need to break something. Its never been this bad. I have never lost my appetite due to aggravation and just the damn complexities of people. My mom is absolutely insane, she is a judgemental person (too nice to fill in with ( Read more... )

Due to this aggravation, my dreams are becoming increasingly skewed. They couldn't be any weirder even if I was smoking pot. I'm a mess.

So..what does one say to a person they like? Ummm...yeah. I have no clue what to say to her. Hmm...I guess I'll get to know her better and then continue on from there. I'd ask Becca for advice, but shes not around. ::Sigh::

I have no profound words with which to speak. No grand design for anything at all. I wish for school to end and for people to be able to do something. Today I called almost every number in my phonebook. People were busy studying, but it happens. I've changed this year. Only those around me can say for the better or not. I am confused of what the ( Read more... )

It's amazing how todays been going. I am ready to smash my computer with my lame printer til it sparks and smash it some more. You know, I was once content with life. I lived a life on the outskirts of everyone else's and didn't notice. Hell, I lived in my own box for god's sake. And now, I attempt to open the door, to attempt to see if there is ( Read more... )

Why is it so hard to start and continue a conversation? Why is it such a challenge? O well.

I have been a moaning and complaining bastard. It's amazing how simplistic my sister's advice is. She said to wait til the summer. That's all she said and all that I needed to hear. It is time for me to act by not acting. I will mellow out, smile and just wait. Time for me to shut the fuck up, stop thinking, and exist. I think too much for my own ( Read more... )