:) Need I say more. That sums up life and everything else within its bounds.

Senior year so far fucking sucks. I don't really like my classes. Its no different from last year and I haven't had a good weekend since school has started. Hell, i haven't seen some of my friends for more than 5 minutes a week. Fuck it, i'm gonna go read a book.

I'm sad. I don't know why, but i'm sad. I think i need some sleep. Or just to talk or to listen. hmm. I'm gonna do some theological thinking and some philosophical thinking while at it. I'll contemplate this while i watch Fools Rush In.

eh. So, for like the past three or four days...i've been feeling god awful. Right now i really just feel like curling up in a ball and dying. but i have work tonight and i cannot do that. i'm gonna go read beowulf now, it'll make this feel like a walk in the park

I feel like writing about something I actually thought about and not something that i have just copied and pasted that could have come from god knows where ( Read more... )

That was the most awkward fucking conversation in existence. For getting nothing resolved its gotten a bunch of things taken care off. Now I still want an answer, but I do not give a damn what it is. And I'm glad. What the hell was I thinking to begin with.

I've taken everyone's advice to heart, I've attempted to do what could help me get what I want. One thing I have learned which is that the reason I get pushed to the side is because I am not selfish enough. And so, on the advice of my cousins and because I'm tired to being the nice guy because I continuously get shafted because of it, I got drunk ( Read more... )

Fuck it all. Fuck it all.

Goddammit. I ran. I ran cause I could do nothing else, I sat along the side of the road in the dark with nothing but the stars above me to make me feel better. I cant put it into words, but if I must then I must. It all comes down to an ultimatum for better or worse. Why? Why?

She's FUCKING CRAZY!!! OMG! SHE IS SO CRAZY!! Shes a psycho woman who believes she heard what happened in Harrisburg the other day, believes that the flowers at the funeral were bad cause she could smell them and that I am being corrupted by my dads best friend and it seems she is turning christian. OMG!!! CRAZY!