Alright.

I have a phrase, when talking to people who annoy me, but I still love dearly.

This term is:

"I love you, even if you are a bit of an idiot."

Saying this over IM to a person who just lost two brothers in a car crash

is not

Let me repeat

IS NOT

A good idea.

Jon fucked up.
Big time.

I keep "randomly" bursting into tears.

Like, find another room and end up on the floor heaving in the fetal position tears.

Because I keep on realizing what could have been.
And it hurts more then anything that's happened to me so far.

Yay for having a really shitty birthright.

I love the feeling of being kissed ( Read more... )

Nobody ever wanted to live as much as I do now.

There is so little that will be written.

Much will be forgotten.

Trying to lose the desperation to hold on to the un-holdable.

Alright Fate,

You win.

I give up. I shall fall into your billowy wings.

I can only hope you will catch me.

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Peter pan is growing up ( Read more... )

( Actual insane ramblings. Very few people will understand, and yes, I am fucked up. )

Something happens
that's so perfect
that it makes you
look back and marvel
at how such pure chance
could never exist.

It is finished.

Hail sweet Persephone!
Daughter of the earthen wry.
May you be free from your constant journey,
Free from the grip of Hades' eye...
For the greeks are tired of their winter;
And their time of peace is nigh.