people are such bitches..its like u think uve known someone forever cuz uve been though sooo much with that person and they treat u like shit..something u would never do to them as long as u were alive. i dont understand peoples actions sometimes and why they do such fucked up stupid shit...just grow the fuck up!..i guess the reason why i got so ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON...i love you!...

ok..whatever..summer sucks so far..i havent really hung out with anyone or anything..i guess that wont be until next week ..i wanna go back and delete all the shit i wrote in this stupid thing cuz ..well duh...it was fucking stupid..people are so fucking pointless sometimes..it makes me wonder..are we really needed? are u really needed?...lol..well ( Read more... )

it was the second time last night..was it great..hell yea..more than once of course..it was pretty damn good...do i feel bad...not really..should i?..i dont think so. I want a another letter but im gonna write one back but its not gonna be as good of course..lol..im gonna try my best...lol...Strawberries...lol..wow what a memory..**uoy fo ymmut ( Read more... )

today was asian day...yesterday was hell, me and wes argue ALOT...and he bitchs at me alot ya know. im the type of person where if u critize me about something then i wont do it anymore. I hate being critized. BLAH!...erg...chris STOP asking questions..lol..neways...i sat with Ryan F. during asian day at the PAC it was super cool we sat there and ( Read more... )

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well anyway...bored as usual it was so awesome talking to wes last night cuz hes so cute when he cries it was so adorable..he loves me soo much and i love him sooo much and i miss him too...lol..my weekend sucked ass and well i didnt go to prom and i just slept in. OMG! everybody is getting there hair changed..Norma's hair is really dark and Will ( Read more... )

well were back from spring break and im super fucking happy...i cant take pics today cuz its all gloomy outside and i dont want my pictures looking funny. Anyway ..im super happy to see Norma. Since i havent seen her or anybody in like FOREVER!...lol i asked Brandon 5 questions and i hope he answers me back ...personaly..i dont know. I hope i get ( Read more... )

*I cant be this now
Its not me anymore
I really tried Ive tried
Attempted suicide
Fucking convulsing and
Constantly denied
Subcountaing me somewhere
Inside

Scratching the walls of my glass coffin
Scraping raping
My nails on the glass on the bottom
Is there an end where does this end
If i was you id fucking hate me too*

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