The passions that drive us should be the ones we respect and admire, to feel contempt for ones own motivations is a vulgar thing ( Read more... )

Hah! I laugh at death! He tried to attack me sooo many times today, but I eluded him once again. Well I was hoping for a snow day, but we get an hour delay and as I'm looking outside I think it's insane because snow and ice is everywhere but I shrugg and start driving. Well I was coming around that big turn and I lost control of the car and slid ( Read more... )

Yeah I called Racheal I guess it was pretty good just to talk as friends and whatnot. Yeah there's still feelings, but like the other demons inside my head, I'm hoping I can keep those under control. Oooh I'm posting so I can record an amazing childhood revelation! That Santa Clause before! When I was a wee toddler a santa came over and brought ( Read more... )

Whew today was pretty uhmm...I dunno...stuff...like?....well anyways finals were kinda a breeze, a little ouchies but hey no big deal. bio was retarded and French was mediocre. Then yeah finished up portfolio pieces and now I'm studying for my Algebra final....kinda...there's no real point in studying, as long as I get the credit I'll be okay. If I ( Read more... )

Okay this is the hard part, gettin over it. Yeah I'm having fun with Operation Liberation Starky, but everytime there's something to remind me it hurts bad. Like I'm having to cut down a little on stuff espically online. I can't really look at her picture or anything like that, it's even an ouchie to read her journals, so I think I'm just going to ( Read more... )

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Okay well the last post I made...you know about the worst feeling in the world? That wasn't it...I'm pretty sure THIS is it. Yeah I'm single. Yeah I was angry and just when things made sense it broke apart and I tried desperately to hold on, but it didn't work. Then coming up the stairs my dad yelled at me again about being on the phone for so long ( Read more... )

Gosh I'm very pissed off right now. Okay I had an AWESOME day, but on event just sorta crashed it all. And I'm not happy at all. I have no idea where me and Racheal stand. I don't think I like her as much anymore unless she's got a reason for doing what she did. Okay so I tell her what's up about the stress and the not seeing her and she ( Read more... )

This is the worst feeling ever :(

Gosh I'm such a slacker. For English we've gotta recite these prepositions...man...I've known about it for like a month and I haven't done it yet. So I'm making a file of someone saying all the prepositions and I'm gonna load it into my suspiciously small mp3 player so I can hide it in my hair and listen whilst sitting right in front of her saying ( Read more... )