Gawd it's like falling in love all over again...

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        It rained, yes it fucking rained. It came down hard and shit got my shoes all wet. -.- school sucked because everyone just sucks, i need a guitar so i can start playin and get my mind off of all this crap. blah blah blah blah....

shhhh......don't tell.....

          does it really matter how today went? no not really, because all i want and need is a hug. Yes a hug from someone that cares, not just a hug from some random person. I want a hug from Chris, chase,O.N., Mo, Shawn,Justin, Shelly,James, etc. I want a hug from all those people. I dont even talk to Chris and O.N. anymore like i used to and i ( Read more... )

I don't understand this and I need some help on trying to ok. I don't feel like mentioning names so i'll use smiles.


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I talked to James last night and i'm glad I did because it really got my mind off of things. I still dont know what i'm going to do and how i'm feeling is very empty. I think some of my emotions are gone. I'm not hurting, i'm not angry, or sad, or anything else towards this situation. I am just blank...for everything else I have emotion for. Like i ( Read more... )

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....cat like theif he stole air from my lungs...left me standing here on this empty grave...

w/e

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