......my tummy hurts....meh...

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I miss Ryan already *sobs*

even though i got to talk to him for like a few seconds it was better then nothing...i wish i didnt have to work tomorrow. i hope he doesn't call b/c i'll be really sad if he does and i'm not there. since i always have to close at work -.- fuckers...but yea. well i have to find something to keep me busy for two ( Read more... )

  Well Ryan went off today to IL he called me a few minutes ago and we talked for a few seconds...he had to go eat plus he was at a hotel so he didnt want to waste any minutes on the phone card i got him. But it's all good. I'm gunna miss him alot, but sometimes time apart can help a relationship. We already know we love each other very much, but ( Read more... )

  meh.....bah....>.>...i have issues....big ones....i need music...music music....i need to talk to Ryan Ryan..i have this big urge to talk to him..yes big...i said big....dont listen to me i've lost my mind..i really have. Worrying makes me like this..i dont mean to worry but i do yes i do. very much i do. *hugs teddy* come back happiness....come ( Read more... )

I luff yea nim nim for getting me into GreenDay!!!! *clings*

*dances around to Greenday Music*

GO BUY THERE CD TOMORROW!!!!!!

<3

.....Pick me up now I need you so bad...

  i'm so out of it now, i'm lost and i feel like running away from all this and being alone. shutting myself away from all the world, but i dont want to be alone...all i know is whatever happens....happens...and if it's not good for me...i'll always have Shelly and James....because they wont leave me..they wont go anyhwhere..they wont hurt me.

i ( Read more... )

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  nothing really happened today just gone around trying to make new buddies and i say i'm doing pretty good, i thought it was about time to meet new people and talk to people and see how there lives are compared to mine. It's kinda a little project i'm doing to see how other people handle things when there in a situation or how their lives are ( Read more... )

 Hello??....are you there....guess not, where are you? why are you never here when i need you the most....you make me think of that one song....the song that says "Everytime that i need you around
You're never there".....memories.....