i haven't felt well for a month now. it's not the kind of sick coughing feeling. more so i can't function or am able to put words together anymore. and it's scaring the crap out of me. maybe this city is just bringing me down. beer after beer brain cell after brain cell. just throw it away. i dont even feel the need to go out and see bands anymore ( Read more... )

things have been disappointing lately ( Read more... )

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it's been a year now
we are no longer sharing the same cigarette under a hungover sunrise.
the winter air is starting to burn my insides
my heart is coated with ice
frozen and forgotten
as i inhale
the smell reminds me of
your smoke coated hair
your booze flowing words
my stupid hopeful tears.

im still tired.
still miserable.
still drinking the same shitty beer.
still brain dead
and still dreading winter.

I dreamt of a fever, one that would cure me of this cold winter-set heart ( Read more... )

CHUCK PALAHNIUCK IS COMING TO MILWAUKEE!
MAY 15
7 PM
TICKETS ARE 35 BUCKS I THINK
HE IS COMING TO ALVERNO!
IM SO FUCKING THERE.

its hard ending a relationship that went on for a long time. on and off since 14 years old ( Read more... )

today i woke up in a very fucking good mood.
i think because the sun was shining brightly through my windows.
summer, please come home soon.

i always try making things for my friends ( Read more... )