two weeks from this very moment, i'll be up too late, double checking my backpack and getting ready to leave for the airport at 4:30 in the morning.

i don't think i'll be coming home in december as planned. we're probably just going to head to vietnam from thailand. so how bout that? i'm moving to vietnam. i'm MOVING to VIETNAM! ( Read more... )

7 am is too early to be dealing with ISP issues. i don't have the patience, nor do i care to muster the required level of consciousness. still, i got the net back up, and for what. no email. no jobs. no sleep ( Read more... )

just a lot of sighing, sleeping in, and movie watching.

heading to harris grill to roll with hoss tonight.

i am ugly. fat. lonely. guh.

boyfriend will not want a fat and ugly girlfriend.

bad dreams continue to plague what little sleep i get.

today is a bad esteem day.

at eight in the morning, i'm slinking off to bed. going to wrap myself back up in a silky sleeping bag, throw a down comforter over that. maybe i'll read some murakami first, but eventually, i'll bury my face into my cool, firm mattress, put the squishy pillow over my head with just the right space to breathe, and go back to sleep with my hands ( Read more... )

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oh dude... i've been possessed by the spirit of myst. dang it! tell me i didn't just spend three and a half hours STRAIGHT in my chair with my laptop and a computer game. tell me i didn't. oh... but i did. at least i'm not watching law and order ( Read more... )

i keep kicking things. and it hurts. and my right foot seems to continuously be coming in contact with hard objects, particularly the same two toes. my foot hurts. i am without grace ( Read more... )

boy forgets anniversary. no big deal. seriously, i didn't expect him to remember it with all the current excitement of travelling in asia. but i'm a little bummed that even after i sent an email that mentioned it, he still said nothing. i know he loves me and misses me, so i guess that's enough. he actually didn't reply to that email at all, so ( Read more... )

aside from MR and i being together a year today, other good things have been afoot as well ( Read more... )

i shut down my computer today, but forgot to close it so my cat couldn't get to the keyboard. why, you ask? it's very simple. when i got home from work today, the number 1 key and lettter x key were missing from my keyboard. i found the 1, but i think the x might be inside said kittie. *growl* if this had been the first time it had happened, i ( Read more... )