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i'm BACK, bitches!
here's what's up.
i don't want to talk. i want to take my cats and get my new apartment, and curl up and read.
everything has changed. not too many people factor into those changes, and i don't suspect they're any more upset about it than i am... -
its late. early. i don't know.
sad feeling in the pit of my stomach, but it will pass because it has to. it's hard readjusting to being around someone you've loved and missed when you're on their turf, or at least on turf with which they are more familiar ( Read more... ) -
bored bored bored fucking bored!
watching the steelers, getting extremely tense because i'm out the door and headed to thailand in 5 hours!
don't know how long i'll be gone; awhile i guess. i'm thinking everything will be awesome, but in my experience, when you get your hopes up, something happens to mess it all up. i want a happily ever after, damnit. truth is though, i ( Read more... ) -
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there's some drama here that's got me furrowing my brows. it's 1am and the cure to all this, at least temporarily, would be hours upon hours of law and order. -
still can't sleep...
maybe it's because i don't have a door locked, because i can't walk to my kitchen and back in my underwear, because i can't hear the subway stopping just beneath the street. maybe it's because i have to be quiet when everyone else is asleep. i sleep so soundly once i am alone in the house, once the sun comes up. i am, without a doubt, a stranger ( Read more... ) -
poetry n'at.
i'm working on some new stuff, tentatively titled, "yinz're dahn' ere bah 79 n'at, right?" but until that's done, here's some older stuff...
( a few from the SubwaySeries ) -
good fiction better lies: the latest.
subtitle: walking billboards ( Read more... ) -
stupid.
what i wanted to say here was a bunch of funny things. i wanted to talk about my outrages backpacking adventure last night. i wanted to say how happy i am that i passed my big math test for teaching certification ( Read more... ) -
silence.
last night i dreamt that i slammed the front door on one of jehovah's witnesses. i suppose i am tired of being awakened by phone calls from debt collectors and by knocks on the front door.
tomorrow i head to the woods for some alone time. -
ode to tylenol pm.
now, i'm willing to excuse for this ode the fact that i do not take tylenol pm for pain. i use it to sleep and that's all ( Read more... )