everything is shit now, i dont even know about torin anymore, i cant tell if he still likes me or if i just take things too personally. lately i feel like hes being mean to me and i told him and he said hes always liek that? i dont know. he talks like its the worst thing ever to drive 30 mins to come and see me and he always tells me to come there ( Read more... )

god this week has sucked so bad, my mom hates me and now my dad hates me and i hate me and torin probably hates me, hes the only person that ever makes me happy, i love him soo much, he doesnt know it though and i wish i could tell him. i love every second im with him and i even love the seconds im without him because i thinking about him and that ( Read more... )

I AM IN LOVE WITH TORIN PECORA MURPHY!
october 22-24, 2004

i dont think i could finc anyone more perfect...unless it was a torin that lived next door to me, i like him soooo much. we had homecoming at madison last night our group was ( Read more... )

soo.. me and mike are friends again and its tight.. i wen to teh jack johnson concert friday with a.po and brently and i saw allison there and it was sooo good there was this really stupid girl like "grinding" or whatever to..JACK FUCKING JOHNSON and i was like THIS IS NOT A NELLY CONCERT... and so i was like getting up behind her and like dancing ( Read more... )

yea so its been like a week of school...sucks... i miss rma a lot oh well no going back now.. anyways i have 2 classes with brit and ive already gotten in trouble for harassing her...oops...me and apo have 3 classes together :o) i love my a.po soo much i dont know what i would do with out herr! i miss torin like crazy, everytime i see a couple in ( Read more... )

today was teh first day of school, i had 2 classes with amanda today and one more tomorrow :o) haha we had one with brit it was great! and i had chemistry with kids i didnt know and it was gayyyyy and i have a class with margaret today adn tomorrow it sucks, i hate those 2 soo much. so last night i was online and i look at brits awa message and it ( Read more... )

wow... ic ant believe school starts in a fucking WEEK...this sucks alot :o( and i tried to go shopping wiht amanda and there was nothign to get, i almost bought a 40$ coach keychain just so i could buy something.. haha my dads taking me shopping tomorrow at fair oaks though, hopefully that mall will have something..im so nervous to go back to ( Read more... )

torinn made me cry today for the first time, didnt think he could do it but he did, he doesnt know though because it was something he said online. weve only been going out for 10 days too. but he made a comment to remind me of sommeonee and it really upset me, but then he started acting really weird and saying really weird things and so i think it ( Read more... )

waiting for amanda to pick me up to go to the mall<3 i reallllyyy need to shopp!