feeling worse than ever. i cant stand it. i need to be stronger. im just sick of being strong. im sick of needing to be strong.

Its my 18th birthday and i feel....no different. maybe a little hungover, but thats not a new feeling. I havnt written since november but i had a burst of inspiration. Its also easter so happy easter. I got into LMU...and iv decided thats where I'm going. so thats the biggest weight off my shoulders thank god thats over now i just have to try and ( Read more... )

i take back what i said before. rumors, dont belive em darlings.

i dont like it when friends try and sleep with my ex boyfriends...when were 30 lets get married.....right. i saw rent today omg so amazing and saw 2 of my bestest friends there. well saw one was told the other was there. odds? thanksgiving 2moro. food. period. and family..its gonna be hell but amazing cause i can eat for hours. i luv u all. mostly ( Read more... )

we broke up.

im moving in two weeks

Its been one of the hardest few weeks of my life.
No one is there for me, they all have their own problems
The one guy thats supposed to always be there isnt
Im tired
My fathers in the hospital
So is my grandmother
my moms gt the flu
im in an intense mood for chocloate cake
its gotten to the point where im watching 7th heaven

my room just smells like beer. its pretty intense, that and cranberry and vodka....chocolate and chips. o family guy and the parent trap. people wakeing up to yell single sylaboles and proceeding to go back to sleep quickly after. sophie the deli sandwich and maria enjoyed an intense affaire with a bean bag. ihop with my favortie people in the ( Read more... )

life has become absolutly beyond stressful. i miss....quite alot.

i got a flu shot today. i must admit it was really painful. not the shot but after my arm really aches. i feel 8 years old again so i bought myself a lollypop to make myself feel better.