You amuse me, with your lies and deception, you're pathetic and have fooled yourself into thinking you're something you aren't. I want to spew you out of my mouth, you make me sick. I try to sleep you away, but you're right there when I wake up, every time I turn around, there you are. I loathe you. I crave you, yet every time I see you I am ( Read more... )

At least I can taste life, I can't taste anything tangible with this nice cold that got passed on to me so generously. Things are fairly level now, I wish I had more time for myself, or at least more friends to spend time with, I think work has consumed too much of me. I went to church Sunday night with my parents to see if DBC has changed any, no ( Read more... )

If there's one thing that I can say about the past two weeks it would be "what-the-fuck?". More things have gone wrong in this short period of time than than in a typical year for me. I'm not upset about it, in fact I'm kinda laughing about it (in that half way to insainity kinda way). I have learned a lot about people. I also know that things can' ( Read more... )

I haven't posted on this damn thing in forever, I started reading my entries from the past and realized what a fucktard I was. Umm, well I still am, just not to the same degree. I thought about deleting the dumb ones, but that would require me to delete all of them. I'm agitated, I have friends, some of them I feel uncomfortable hanging out with ( Read more... )

or so I'm told. I may be back though. There's a brand spankin' new post on my blog now and you can go to it. I give you permission. don't you feel special. Damn. I would.
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Well it's been a while. How is everyone? I'm glad. So today I'm at work with more than a thousand things to do when Jennifer (one of the other managers at Sears) informs me that Ashley (a male loss prevention detective) has apprehended someone stealing. This happens to be a milestone because for 10 years running Sears as a company would not allow ( Read more... )

Well....Lets see. What's been happening in my life the past couple of days. Work has been a lot better, I enjoy my job so much, and I like the people I work with, the pay is way more than I expected, and I am thankful. My friends are awesome, most of everyone is hanging out with each other again, Jo is back. I'm starting to lose weight, and get fit ( Read more... )

I've gotten myself into deep shit at work, and with friends from texas. Mostly because I'm a fucking idiot. More later

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So yeah the last time I posted I was in Texas (which was glorious). Well....I'M BACK BITCH!! And loving the mild climate of Alabama. After being in Texas I realized I'm not going to enjoy hell very much, but I might as well get used to the heat, cause I'm a dirty little hell bound bastard!! The goodbyes in Texas weren't too bad, and I had a good ( Read more... )