I was doing so good yesterday... I had only eaten 785 calories and was feeling great. Then I got really really fuckin' high. I mean higher than I think I've ever been before. And I ate nilla wafers, this thing called a t-rex which is this quesadila with chicken fingers, mozzarella cheese sticks, cheese ravioli, cheese, and marinara sauce dipped in ( Read more... )

i made it til 1 pm w/o eating, but then i literally almost vomitted (i had to leave class) and couldn't deal with it bc i have so much other work to do. so i had a wheat bagel, plain. hopefully that'll tide me over until after work...

it's been a long time since i've had a fun entry. lots of fucking has been occuring. doggy is the best position EVER!! i have these heels I wear so that I'm tall enough... oh man. and this morning (yes we fucked this morning) we used handcuffs and oh MAN!!! i love when he takes me hard.

AND MY UTI IS ALL GONE!! YAY!!!!

I thought i ate a whole lot less yesterday than I actually did. I felt so shitty, my stomach was killing me, I figured I ate much less. But when I just added it up, i ate 958 calories. That's a whole lot more than I intended. No more subway, damn it! -364.8 from running, my total intake was 593.2 calories. Not so bad I suppose ( Read more... )

yesterday i ate more than i ever want to admit.

now i am going for a run, and today i will eat very little, damn it.

edit: i feel slightly better now that i've run. i ran 2.8 miles, but a lot of it got walked bc my lungs were pissed at me / i almost threw up... yeah..... but at least it's a start.

"i'm not gonna give you advice about your sex life, bc i am not an expert in that, but i am going to lecture you know what i do have some expertice in? losing weight. and you can't just eat one meal...BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH ( Read more... )

went to dinner with family

had: miso soup, salad with ginger dressing, veggie fried rice, shrimp with egg yolk sauce, and steak plus veggies.

i feel disgusting

my mom made me pancakes. i have thrown them out in my room. and now i can say that i ate them and get out of eating later. my sister invited me to quiznos and i said i just said no. haha ( Read more... )

today went well eating wise, until about 10 pm. I had a V8 for breakfast, a tomato/mozzarella melt for lunch, and was content to not eat bc i was on a train and wanted to save money. then my daddy, my brother, and i went out to a movie. Grindhouse, incase you were wondering, whihc is a fuckin AMAZING movie. anyway, we got popcorn and i ate a good ( Read more... )

i ate like CRAZY the past two days. It's pathetic and regrettable, but I only gained half a pound. But if that's all I gained, think of how much I could've lost!!! It's ok, I'm getting back in control today. I spend 4 hours on the train and need to save my money, so I won't be eating then. I just had lunch and I'll have a sandwich when I get home. ( Read more... )