My mind is my worst enemy, and the thing I value most. It's what slithers through my veins when I least expect it and makes me question my thoughs in destinctive impulses. A communication that deliberately pressures or invites another to self-examine some aspect of behavior in which there is a discrepancy between self-reported and observed behavior ( Read more... )

I remember the first time we met, 4 1/2 years ago you kissed my cheek. Our first kiss was shortly after that on the beach when I carried your shoes. Over time we became the best of friends, inseperable. Certain things torn us apart, like your drug addictions, and my stubbornness. I rmember the nights you spent with me, the millions of phone calles ( Read more... )

Im home, smokin, being sick and still happy! Patrick and I are doing grrreat... awesome... I dont know how long this is gonna last, hard to say since we havent been together that long, but hey Im happy. Work, not bad, Im livin it up! School is straight as well. This weekend was nuts, I drank waaayyy to much but hey ima trooper. Im getting so ( Read more... )

 Nooo sleep... lol last night hung out with my babes, he taught me some crazy fighting shit lol now I can beat some ass lol. Headed over to some kids house to drink and play pool, I was the only gal there but its kool; then all of us headed to daytona drunk, not very smart but hey what can I say... nothin goin on there... came home with Patrick and ( Read more... )

I dont think I've been this happy in months... everything is going so amazingly, Im doin awesome in school, talk about Str8 A's... Pat's really great, surprises me all the time, he was so unexspected its nuts; but I'm lovin' this... I gotta job at Steak n Shake yesterday; start on friday...things are fuckin lookin up 4 me man! God damn... feels soo ( Read more... )

I had a fuckin crazy ass weekend... a bit confused... takin it day by day though... we'll see what happens.

HOT HOT HOT! Bk, Ashley, Tom and I went to the beach today, met up with abuncha people, fun in the sun most definately... however I got fried lol Im a big red tomato! O well hopefully it will turn into a lovely tan, I hope. Man these past two days of no school cause of FCATS have been ggggrrrrreat... feels like spring break, to bad we have to go ( Read more... )

I had loads of fun last night * WINK * WINK *  ;-)

Heyy all... sittin here with basically my whole family getting ready to go see that Jesus movie ahhhh yea mom's makin this some family outting... silly momma... man my family is so funny, my nephew listens to austin powers shit all the time and dances around like jerry luis hes a silly chubby kido... my mom is like a kid chain smoker crackin jokes ( Read more... )

SoOoOoOoO I didnt go to school today, which isnt so bad cause im doin really good in school... I felt like shit so I stayed home. Woke up took some cold medicine and went to the Humaine Society to look for cute little kitties with Brian, Victoria and Danny... Then came home and watched movies with Brian like always. Brian and I talked a lot tonight ( Read more... )