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I feel rejected and I don't know what to do about it. It makes me feel like ripping out someones throat, eh. I just feel like no one understands me and now that I am alone its worse, but whatever no one really care even if you care about them... On the other side of the news. I am feeling like shit, Oh... I already said that. So I guess there is ( Read more... )

Well I just got out of the shower and am feeling clean, MMmmmm. I am waiting for my bunny to come back from Dinner, so in my spare time... which is all my time, I watch movies: CB4, SPANGLISH, MEET JOE BLACK, THE PIANIST, BRUCE ALMIGHTY, THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL, GARDEN STATE. Just to name a few.I want to see COPYCAT again, I had fun that day ( Read more... )

I am done with this book that I have been reading (Green River Daydreams) by Liu Heng. It was pretty good with a usual asian ending: mystifying, and figurative. Made me think, about what's important. Yesterday afternoon I decided to work out so I jumped rope then did sit-ups, and push-ups, all in consecutive other one right after another. Which got ( Read more... )

Hello everyone or should I say no one, because no one ever read this shit. I guess its just a way to express myself. BUZZZZ. My mouth piece if anyone is wondering getting back into it. I really want to.
Eh. BYe

Hello I have just woken up and feel like I should eat a bagel anyway, just a short one with a question?
"Would you think a dream could really happen?"

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Sorry about the last entrie to everyone who read it. It was stupid and not thought out.
For those of you who know me really well, I was just being stupid and you should ignore the previous entrie
THank for understanding

I haven't been able to sleep right since I got here. I have all this spare time on my hands and well don't know what to do with it. I don't feel like going outside unless I have to. Why do I feel like I am always put second, some people just walk all over me because they know they can, I should put a stop to it but I always put the blame on myself ( Read more... )

Well I have been complaining about how much I miss Lauren but I haven't been paying much attention to why. So many thing run through my head and well i think they should stop... The letter that I got from her today really made me feel better, I hope all this bullshit that I am feeling goes away soon. I have to be understanding about her situation, ( Read more... )