sometimes i feel as thought i expect too much out of people. like i want things a certian way or i just expect them to do certian things to fit what i want but maybe i dont take into consideration them and what they are going through. and then its like maybe i worry too much about stupid shit. and i can't ever sleep. i walk around like a fucking ( Read more... )

we all live life as though nothing happens ( Read more... )

things are so up and down. i guess its so we dont get bored or something ( Read more... )

emotionally i am so worn out.i am to the point ( Read more... )

so lately life has been alot of learning experiences. ive learned who some people really are and arent. i have learned a whole lot about myself and the effect that my decisions can have on people. and that maybe every once in a while i need that little slap in the face to put me in my place and back to reality. ive learned that no one can please ( Read more... )

sometimes i want to just get away from here. to a new environment and new people and new clothes and new hair and new everything. not that i wouldnt want to come back here i just need change. i need a new environment. i guess because things used to change for me every few years that i got used to things being that way and now that they arent it ( Read more... )

fuck drama. fuck fake people. fuck fake friends. fuck people who hurt other people and dont care. fuck caring. fuck not caring. fuck hair. fuck clothes. fuck make-up. fuck FAKE PEOPLE. fuck lieing. fuck telling the truth. fuck talking about people behind their back ( Read more... )

so life is pretty good right now. im content with my life and how everything is working out. i mean dont get me wrong of course there are things that could be different but i guess you cant have everything you want and nothing is going to be perfect all the time. but i love my friends, they keep me sane and i dont know where i would be without ( Read more... )

im kind of stuck in a situation that i really wish i could just erase completely. its just i start to think im happy again and really i just am hurting someone. usually i wouldnt care and blow it off cause really i dont care about most things, but theres no way to not care about it. and either way im not going to be happy and im going to be hurting ( Read more... )

i want to be four years old again. i want to play in my backyard and slip n slide all day and live in baton rouge. i dont want to worry about feelings or people or getting hurt. people suck. all they do is hurt you. i dont want to have a job anymore. i want to be friends with everyone again, the way we used to be. i dont want things to ever ( Read more... )