and my heart is not in the right place.....

One more final and i am done for the semester. i am so relieved that i will be able to sleep again. i don't even remember what it feels like to not be so tired all the time. I am so thankful that i have such an amazing person in my life. I fucked up and the fact that you forgive me means so much ( Read more... )

i just wrote a whole entry but erased it

basically,
fuck school.

please dont leave i will sacrifice so much for you to just stay here ( Read more... )

ive been spending the days of my summer working two jobs at the moment and the nights partying untill i pass out, everynight pretty much. we went tubbing and im so sunburnt that it still hurts to have clothes on but it was so worth it and we are going back okay you guys?? the 28th.
( summer )

i still get butterflies.


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( last days )

ahhhh
what am i doing?
i cant sleep. i havent slept and im sick to my stomach.

im so inlove that i think im hurting you. i hate when i get like this and i'm sure its lack of sleep but everything just gets that much worse.
i wish i wasnt so selfish and needy.
by tomorrow i will be over this.

even when you think you know someone so well you always find out about things they have been through. everyone has had a hard time and everyone has been through things in their life that they wish they could forget completely. and no matter how much you try to erase it you can't. i guess when you look at the big picture you realize that your ( Read more... )

"its funny how you can look back on all your good times and cry."