ok...last week i had probally the worst day of my life and i feel like i wanna die right now. my grandpa died last monday and he was really close to me and i really can't imagine not having him there to talk to anymore. i miss him....i just came back from new york for his funeral.....i was a mess! i dont think i've cried so much in my life ( Read more... )

Im sorry......

couldnt really sleep last nite so.....i stayed up.whats i usually do actually.but school starts on monday and i need to get back to my sleep pattern. i will be at BCC central again, so for all the other losers that fo there...i'll see ya ( Read more... )

i definately forgot about this thing ( Read more... )

well....20 more days until my birthday...woop woop,im excited ( Read more... )

so,school starts soon and im probally the only person in the entire planet that is excited for it to come.actually wishing for it to come sooner.wishing wont really help. i've relized this summer that i need friends...not like any i have had before...real friends..like seriously.thats one reason i cant for school to start and thats why i never ( Read more... )

oh what a shame...people change...oh how they change...

so when i said before that ben was thinking about moving, i meant he was like moving in with matt and pete and a whole bunch of people.but i guess people make their own conclusions about shit that i write.well, he is thinking about doing that and carla was only upset that day because she said that he isn't treating her the way she wants him too.he ( Read more... )

sometimes i can be a an asshole and sometimes i can be very selfish...it's just the way i am sometimes.i wish sometimes i could be a better girlfiend,to appreciate all the little things that he does for me...buys me flowers when i had a shitty day,picks me up from work even though he lives far from it,pays almost everynight we go out,buys me stuff ( Read more... )

so it's been forever.only becasue i dont want to remind everyone that i live:)summer is great,tons of awesome shows and disturbing visions..you had to be there...lots of fun with my hubbie nick,who is now 21!our two years is creeping around the corner,halloween...going to BCC in davie.lots of people with nothing on their mind.my brothers have been ( Read more... )