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Heeey this is still here. Maybe I'll still use it.
So this is an update or something I guess ( Read more... ) -
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I really wish I could get past the point where I have to constantly reassure myself that I'm not actually a terrible person. -
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I'm trying to figure out how to capture what it's like to be here right now as one of tens of thousands of students living and learning on this campus, which, despite what I've said in the past, is nice. It is a good place, and I've come to like it. Some day in the near future I'll probably be walking along one of these sidewalks and get hit with ( Read more... ) -
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Some days I just want to work. I want some good honest job on a freaking farm or waiting tables or tending bar so I can just interact with people and think about things. -
The thing
The thing is that I've got this insatiable need to keep moving, keep finding excuses to change things,move up, throw things out, bring new things in, think too much about new stuff so I can forget about the old. Sometimes I feel like I'm not pushing myself fast or hard enough unless I'm barely keeping up. It's thrilling and exhausting and sometimes ( Read more... ) -
More brain talk
I was talking to my mom about brain plasticity and how some new methods are being developed to treat PTSD patients and we got to the definition of psychological trauma, which mother explained (according to what she'd read recently) as basically an extreme case of an emotional response becoming inextricably linked with a situation or a part of a ( Read more... ) -
I like to try to reason with myself
Please please please get out of bed ( Read more... ) -
Feels like schools been going on for months already
And tomorrow it will have been exactly two weeks ( Read more... ) -
Weekend work
TDL:
-Bowings and fingerings for....at last three pieces
-Start writing managerial interview paper
-Do some math homework
-check CS website for quiz study guide
-check CS website for projects
-draw something
-plot
-Buy dress?
-Get haircut??
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Life junction
So assuming I pass all my classes [which I will] I'll graduate this spring with a degree in mechanical engineering and a mild focus in research and manufacturing, stronger focus in CAD and FEA and some pretty basic MATLAB and Java programming skills. I just have to decide what to do next ( Read more... )