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TD Weekend:
-Apply to some jobs
-Draw
-Arrange
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Life plans TDL
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Whyyy so emo today
I'm sad and grumpy and homesick because I left home yesterday. I get all happy and soft and warm when I'm home and I can be near by parents all the time. Just hang out. Just work on what I want to work on. Watch movies together. Chat. I drew a lot. I read a lot. I wrote a lot (comparitively) and I slept a lot and just lay around mostly. It was ( Read more... ) -
sigh sigh sigh sigh
J's been living at the boyfriend's house pretty much all week. Before today I'd seen her for maybe a total of four hours in the past I dunno...six months? I picked her up from there to bring her home so we could all decorate the house for Christmas as a family because we have nine aunts, uncles, cousins, and nieces coming into town tomorrow. Now ( Read more... ) -
EXAMS ARE DONE YES
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Peeoople
You know, I feel like in person, I can simulate human interaction pretty well in the sense that I can look and almost feel like I'm having an actual conversation with someone. But I guess something's missing because it also feels like I can never quite connect right. Especially if I try. Then it's a definite no go. Gods forbid I actually try to ( Read more... ) -
Brain rebellion
I'm in an ongoing battle with my mind to try and convince it to learn things which it firmly believes are boring and useless. :( -
You know what?
I love a lot of things. I love a lot lot lot lot of things and I'd like to learn about all these things and know about all these things and use all these things for actual productive projects which I can hold up when I'm done and say "look I made this because I love it!" but it's just overwhelming how many things there are and how vastly different ( Read more... ) -
'Life's too short to even care at all'
I didn't allow myself to read or discuss much of anything regarding the Sandy Hook shooting until just now. Mostly because the emotional reactions to it were so out there. Of course they are. It's a terrible thing. But I couldn't afford to waste time being emotionally compromised. I had an exam this morning. So I read a few articles afterward and I ( Read more... )