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Psychology is fun
I went on a TED talk kick yesterday because it was my first night of real freedom in like two weeks. I've been working for the last week, solid, on a huge project which we finally turned in the paper and presenation for. So thank goodness that's over. I don't even want to hear a word about it anymore, the whole experience had part of me in constant ( Read more... ) -
I had too much espresso
But I didn't get enough sleep for it to have its normal effect on me. The only thing that feels really different is that I have a little stomach upset and I can feel my heart beating....which is a little weird. It's both awesome and horrible that I need to sleep tonight. I would be much more comfortable with the material in the presentation if I ( Read more... ) -
'I ain't changed, but I know I ain't the same'
I often feel idiotic for speaking into the internet void. But then I remember that it's pretty much the only way I can sort my thoughts out. I don't have a lot of time to just shoot the shit with people. It's pretty much always about work work or schoolwork or how miserable our lives have been for the past few days or how miserable they're about to ( Read more... ) -
A Summary
Things which I love, in no particular order and potentially to be amended/added to ( Read more... ) -
I have too many thoughts about The Hour
Spent 80% of time time over the past day and a half watching it. I originally wanted to because Ben Whishaw and because 1960's. Also BBC. BBC is good ( Read more... ) -
PSA: This is how I calm myself
[Everything is still okay. You have work to do. It feels like more than it is but there is definitely time to do all of it. You might even be able to doodle today. Isn't that nice ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
As the pressure ramps up for the end of the year, it gets to be more and more of a battle to fight my natural inclination to freak out. My brain is a rolling growing mess of "YOU HAVE TO DO THIS" and "WHAT IF THIS BAD THING HAPPENS". It starts at the simple stuff like worrying if I'll get my work done on time and it starts to extend to whether I'll ( Read more... ) -
I'm feeling unusually sociable today
Goes to show the lengths to which I will go to avoid studying. I will study this section of the material and then I will stop and do something else ( Read more... ) -
Thanksgiving
It's been a pretty relaxing weekend. Apart from the lurking thoughts of shit I gotta do. Also it's weird, but in social situations, I definitely feel like I have Gollum vs Smeagol type conversations in my head. Gollum usually wins ( Read more... ) -
I DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND WHERE ALL THESE FEELINGS ARE COMING FROM
LIKE SRSLY I ALREADY WATCHED CASINO ROYALE AND QUANTUM OF SOLACE AND THEY DIDN'T DO THIS TO ME. CASINO ROYALE WAS BETTER THAN SKYFALL BUT WHYYY MY HEART.