Well it's been a lil while sense I've been on here. I hope everyone had a great christmas and new year. I had a good christmas and an ok new year. Did you knw that New years isn't as much fun when you're pregnant. Any way ( Read more... )

Well guess we got a white christmas. (haha) I really dont like snow. Its nice to look at but I would rather it be warm. I hope this is the last time we see it. I like how it is with christmas, but no more snow.. Anyways... I'm geting so big. My belly is geting big and big everyday. I can't wait for my lil Cameron. Genes doing good. I hope everyone ( Read more... )

I know its early. I woke up almost an hour ago. I had woke up alot through the night. The dreams that I had were just the worst. Everyone of them had to do with Gene leaving me. The worst one had me sweating and crying. In the dream Gene told me that he couldn't take it any more. He had to be able to come to my house. That he wants nothing more to ( Read more... )

Well... Another car F*ck*n up! Every time I get a car somethings wrong with it. This just really sucks bad. The money that were suppose to be getting presents for is going to have to be used on getting the car fixed. That means that I can't get anything for some of the people that I really want. Some people are ok not getting something others aren' ( Read more... )

Hey there still sick here. I think I'm geting worrest. I have a cold or something now. It kinda sucks more when ur preg. cuz u can't take anything. I would still be in the bed right now but I wont to be with my baby(gene). Also just to let everyone know this journal is going to be sloppy. I dont feel like going and fixing it... I go to the doc ( Read more... )

wow!... today was a day that hurt so bad. It started at 3:30am. I had small back and side pains. I fell to sleep at around 5:30 or so.. Well I was woke up by the most pain full pain. I have never felt pain like this before, and it scared me. I thought it may of been the baby. I could walk. I was crying. No one was here. Finally I made it to the ( Read more... )

Hey! n2mh, just got on here to get on here. I'm starting to feel the baby alil more. I'm getting big too. Yesterday I started crying cuz of it. Gene was there to conferred me. He always makes me feel better. Also I was really giggly...haha.. I'm going to try and start a journal about my belly. I still haven't found a boys name yet. Any ideas? Well ( Read more... )

Hey! not 2 much here sitting at home with my lil brother. Genes gone with David at his g/f's(Rachel). Yes of course, they're doing the same thing that they do every weekend. You knw alot of the times I feel that I'm by-myself. Even when I'm with every1. I feel left out or something. I knw that alot of people would say thats a price u have to pay, ( Read more... )

Today has just ben a really boring day! I made mac. and cheese. Now Gene's in my bed asleep. He don't feel good. I'm sitting here just lookin at everyones updates. My back hurts and I'm just trying to relaxes. I knw its saturday and nothing to do. No money. I haven't got payed yet, and the money I did have I went christmas shopping with. I still ( Read more... )

Alot has happen in the last 2 days. The first thing that happened yesterday is Gene's mom got hit by a truck. She's ok but her car isnt. The windows r gone and her driver side door is crushed n. The second thing to happen is my friend Nikki had her baby. They had to do an emergency ce-section. I feel for her but the baby and her r fine. Then some ( Read more... )