I told my mom. She didn't say anything. Chad called right after I told her so that means we will "talk" about it later. But she knows he is staying here now. So at least that is out of the way.

 what the FUCK?! okay. I'm all better now. but things are going to need to change.

Forget about it
I'm admittin' I was wrong
And I'll just take what's mine
And walk right out the door
Forget about it
I'll split and I'll be gone
And you'll have memories
You'll find hard to ignore
'Cause after all
I see you sometime
Maybe when I can't recall
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I cannot remember anytime where I have felt worse then I do right now. MY friendships, my parents. Just any relationship that has ever been important to me. Everything is so fucked up and I don't know how to fix any of it. I could have prevented the parent part but everything else was not in my hands. I wish I could do things for myself instead of ( Read more... )

I don't know.

hey Chris. Will you call me this weekend please. I have been trying to reach you since last night and I need to ask you something. Please call me sometime this weekend. We are )supposed to be) driving up to my aunts house tonight so feel free to call me untill at least 6 in the morning. I will be driving most the the early morning because I slept ( Read more... )

I'm glad to be starting school because now it's only 9 months, one week, and abt 3 days untill it is over. I'm not 100% looking forward to what is coming after but it will better then high school. It's not the extra school that I'm not looking forward to.. it's the everything else.
I'm so fucking irritated right now. I feel like I'm about to cry but ( Read more... )

and THAT'S how you make an ass out of yourself when you try to be someone's friend.

1. WHAT'S YOUR BROTHER('S) NAME?
if I had one, it would be Holden

2. WHAT WERE YOU DOING 10 MINUTES AGO?
Sittng outside.

5. IF YOU WERE A COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
Orange

6. MTV, BET, OR VH1
Discovery Channel.

8. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW, WHERE WOULD IT BE?
Swap Meet

9. NAME A PERSON THAT STARTS WITH THE LETTER "C"?
Chris.

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Single or Taken?
Taken

Happy about that:
unless we are at each other's thraots

Siblings:
Cassie and Sarah.

Eye color:
green right now

shoe size:
9ish

Height:
5"5 give or take

What are you wearing right now?
Canada jeans and my "hooker" shirt.

Righty or lefty:
right.

Can you make a dollar in change right now:
from my piggy bank downstairs, yes.

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