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i think my brain cells die every second of every day. im on this permanent high. tony calls me an airhead. hm, im brilliant, but have no common sense. yah. haha. insomnia, caffeine, cigarettes, sex. im in love with life. the concept of having fun. not giving a fucking damn what people want me to be anymore. what i do isnt your problem so stop ( Read more... )

WOW.
hahahahaha.

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i started to write this on sunday. i never posted it though.::mwahaha. life = perfect. i probably disgust you people with my cheerfulness. horray for new friendships. possibly mending some old ones? i always look through pictures. and i saw some of britani capate and i. and brittany coyle and i. and i seriously miss you guys. yah i know, you may ( Read more... )

totally off topic....
i am madly in love with you.
august!?
im terrified.
peanut butter is tremendous when mixed into icecream.
i broke my pinky promise to you.
i miss having you around.
self-absorption; its too late now?#@$!; can i get you back?
unspoken addictions.
9 marshmallows.
your enemy is my new home.
im really freaking myself out.

so fuck school. ;] im not going back. and i don't plan on ever going back. i did it for one day and i felt like a fucking farm animal. seriously, whomever did those bomb threats. GROW THE FUCK UP. your only truly screwing yourself in the end. fucking little kids, god danm. my sailor mouth has seemed to get the best of me lately ( Read more... )

while i sit here eating my toasted sandwich from wawa and drink my MDX. tony and dan sit in my living room watching some ridiculous movie. its too predictable and gorey for me. SORRRRY. my dog is begging me for food. i miss you ( Read more... )

my week has been perfect. although i wish i saw more of dan. and i fucking miss veronica.
club shampoo. south street. kissing. cuddleing. sleepovers at my house. sleepovers at other peoples houses. johnny rockets. olive garden. aunt trish's house. weeeeee. to much to even fucking say. amanda just got here. i must flee.

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so a few very interesting things. my mom and i had an amazing talk today. i no longer have a curfew. i have proved myself to be an adult to her. i absolutely love our relationship we have with one another. she is my best friend and always will be. no matter how much we fight. its amazing. trust, its a beautiful thing ( Read more... )

this is mostly a picture post. if you havent read my last post. it was a rant. go read it now, please. :]. my life = perfect. im incredibly happy. although all these danm bomb threats at our school? puh-lease. everyone is just trying to get out of school. but i cant complain, i get to see my friends more often. last weekend was amandas birthday. ( Read more... )