it smells so brilliant all around me i cant even take it. like christmas parties and beer and laundry... i keep forgetting where i am. i loveth life.

I HATE EVERYBODY.

and i saw the lead singer from the academy is on haight street today. he is a looker.

handsome furs show: most beautiful blur there ever was.

it sucks now when there is nothing to look forward to... it also sucks cos im dying on this couch and i have class in two hours... boo.

When you told me
You didn't need me anymore,
Well, you know, I nearly
Broke down and died.

Oh, darling.
If you leave me,
I'll never make it alone.
Believe me when I tell you,
I'll never do you no harm.

Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21 ( Read more... )

i hear the fog horns every night now, and every night i restrain from calling my mom. but why ( Read more... )

was the last straw. OVERLOAD hit and i ended up with a completely restless nights sleep while amanda and kyle watched the X effect into the morning. id love to recap it for tomorrows posterity but, well, my pride wont have it+its just too much ( Read more... )

i cant help it. today is a study day, tomorrow is my first photo 2 class and we are having a test. im never any good at the written exams so today will take lots of dedication. i hope at one point to get a fallafel because i crave it immensely. and i also want to see courtney, and finally meet andrew. im so happy for her, they seem so perfect. and ( Read more... )

i dont want to go tomorrow night at all! this feels like high school. i might as well be going to rockin java in the brand new dress i got from robs vintique and watching you, watch me, from the corner of my eye.

but oh how i do, and how i will, because deep down, i really want to see you. well, shit.

setting: amanda and i are walking along union square after leaving courtney at levis, i decide to get food below macys. amanda mentions a mod guy across the street. i look up and see, not only an attractive mod guy all amanda's style, but also a fab morretti dead-ringer in a suit jacket with him for me. we cross to their side and pass them. he ( Read more... )