i kissed a frenchman. it was like a movie. i was walking down the street, he was on a bicycle. "Bonjour" said he with a big silly grin, "bonjour" i said right back. he was cute with a fringe and perfect teeth, he was sweaty from dancing. "comment tu t'appelle?" "Olivier". et moi, je l'ai dit. he kissed my hand, he kissed my cheek, he kissed my ( Read more... )

i dont understand how i am so hurt by you?

i miss that look on my parents face. tonight was a PANDA show. these kids were all fresh outa high school and going off to college, last show. [they were truly awesome, kids here have character, i tell ya] but most of all, their parents were there. and i think i watched their faces more than the band. their silly bobbing and dancing, and giddy ( Read more... )

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was a preview of the year to come.......... im in fucking love.

even WITH getting stood up!

INfuckingLOVEEEEEEEEEEE

just please. you cant see this, and even if you could, youd never know. so please. for sanitys sake. for her good and yours.

please dont.

i feel like amelie in my little house. i slept at home alone last night and it wasnt so bad. only one light magically turned on and somehow my laptop ended up on the ground. Hali says she feels good energy here, im glad. its probably just Wol. ive been living off honey bunches of oats and hummus, nothing new there haha. though now we can throw soap ( Read more... )

tonight is one of those nights where you see the world from a different perspective. a fresh new one.

and maybe a little cameo from the past..

saturday, im off! and there is so much more to be packed this time. i dont think many even noticed i was here this summer... and thats ok. its hardly felt like summer at all. the changes ive encountered since last summer, i hardly felt like myself. but i also feel more like myself than ever. i feel true to myself, and so much more independent ( ( Read more... )