I need to get ahold of myself ( Read more... )

I try not to think about the fact that it's the holiday season and I am alone. Something about that is unsettling ( Read more... )

FUCKINGGGG DOUCHE BAG. it's taking everything in me not to fucking cry my eyes out right now ( Read more... )

i am so lonely down here. i just need someone to talk to. someone that gives a shit what i have to say and doesn't just start talking about their own problems. i feel like most of my friends do that. i will call them upset and wanting to talk and the conversation will just end up with them cutting me off and talking about what's wrong with them. ( Read more... )

the fact of the matter is, no matter how much shit he has put me through, any time he has hurt me or upset me, all the fighting, lying, bullshit, and drama we have had, i love him and he is who i want to be with. the good is so good that it outweighs any bad. i don't care if he has a girlfriend. i don't care what he's doing. as long as he's doing ( Read more... )

i guess i am going to update on here because maybe it will make me feel better ( Read more... )

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