i dont know wat to do? all i can do is think bout him. i talk to some of mah girls and found out some things that worry me. this is so hard for me and i dont wanna do it. i dont even understand...it came out of nowhere. i thought we were okai but i guess i was wrong. If all the things i heard were true then you sure as hell fooled me and i feel ( Read more... )

i am so sick and i hate it...i know he aint gonna read this so imma write. I am so sad...you say its ok but i jus cant seem to believe it. I hope this all works out but if not then life will pass. Ill get better and it wont even bother me. I hate mah life rite now. I am so sick and i am doin kindah bad in skewl...i think im jus gonna stay home by ( Read more... )

everything has been iight...buncha drama but i try to but that behind meeh and not deal with it. Me and mah boi are doin great...i love him so much!! Sometimes wen im not with him i start to think. I always think its not gonna work out, or he doesnt really like me as much as i like him or even that i act to obsessed but wen im with him it all ( Read more... )

well yesterday was common planning day and wat a day it was. Woke up later than i wanted to so i kindah had to rush gettin ready. Wen i was done i went and picked up kalie and we met corrina at Jamba juice. Then had to wait forever there cuz they screwed up the order...so i ended up with like 6 smoothies and i gots all of them for free...ahahah!! ( Read more... )

mah spring break had been iight...meeh and corrina hung out yesterday and it was fun! We were sellin jamba juice like littly nerds. and we were handin out sponsership forms for vollyball too. I also ate fast food for the first time in a while!! Anwyas i miss david...he was gone all last week and he cam home friday night and then left saturday night ( Read more... )

dang it been forever since i wrote in here got hella lazy...dont really got that much to say. Well today was the last day of skewl cuz we on Spring Break now so thats kewl. Mah boi was gone all week and i miss him bunches but he's suppose to be home tomorrow so hopefully ill get to see him and hang out with him this week. Tomorrow i gots to go get ( Read more... )

been a little while since i have written...quite a bit has happened. Mah dad tested for his next stripe and he got it...i am so happy for him this is sumthin he has worked so hard for!! I also found out that it is pretty sure that i will get to finish mah high school here...yay!!! Thats gewd news for meeh...been practicin for the spirit show...it ( Read more... )

had mah volleyball tournament today and we didnt win anything...i hate it!! I try so hard to be gewd but i cant do it by myself not tryin to be concieded but our team is not that great only a few of us...anyways i hate losing cuz i put mah heart and soul into this game and it jus isnt working. Its not like we are even losing really bad or anything ( Read more... )

today was three months for meeh and david...doesnt even seem that long. But anyways i hung out with him till his dad came and picked him up...then i went and picked up amanda and we hung out for most of the night...it was fun!! We went to the movies and watched hide'n'seek...again for meeh...lolz!! But anyways its late and i gots to be up by 530 ( Read more... )

today was gewd...normal day nothin really bad or anything like that. Hung out with mah boy afta skewl then went home to pick up mah sister and change. After that i went and got subway and then to club practice. That was kewl...wanna hang out with david again tomorrow cuz its out 3 months and then i have a tournament on saturday and sunday suppose ( Read more... )