wow...talk bout messin shit up beyond limits ( Read more... )

so yea ii talked to mii ex tonite && damn ii miss him so much. ii swear everytime ii talk to him ii jus miss him more && things get so gewd yet so fuckin hard!! ii love && hate mii life. ii am finally happy && enjoyin this move. ii am pullin so many guys but thee one ii really want we jus cant make it work because of so many other issues but its ( Read more... )

So yea last nite meeh && mii girl took a road trip && ii had tons of fun!! we went to hang out wit two of our guy friends && yea ii kindah sorta like one of them. iono if he likes meeh but we spent like most of thee nite together && it was nice to have someone there again. its kinda funni tooh tho cuz we both still tryin to move on from our past ( Read more... )

DAMN....iT HAS BiN A YEAR SiNCE THEE LAST TiME ii WROTE iN THiS THiNG!! EVERYONE HAS HiT UP MYSPACE SO ii HARDLY COME TO LJ ANYMORE. BUT CHEA ii FiNNA START USiN iT AGAiN CUZ iT A PLACE DAT ii CAN COME TO && WRiTE && MOST LiKELY NO ONE WiLL SEE iT!!! THiNGS HAVE REALLY CHANGED SiNCE THEE LAST TiME ii WROTE. ii HAVE MOVED TO GEORGiA =[ BUT ii AM ( Read more... )

DAMN its been dumb long since i last wrote in this thing and man have things happened...lolz. Naw but ferreals mah lyfe kindah suxs. i jus had mah sweet 16 party and it totally suxed. it was a complete waste of mah tyme and it wasnt even fun. i hated it so much...the only fun part was after wen meeh, david, amanda, kevin, and jenny went drivin ( Read more... )

OMG...mah mom has been gone for almost 4 months and tomorrow was suppose to be the day that she came home but guess wat...the military has let meeh down AGAIN. I had mah hopes up so high cuz i wanted her to be here so bad but NOOOOOOOOOOOOO the military jus had to fuck it up. I noe i should be used to it by now but it is so hard without her and i ( Read more... )

well today i had to get up early for that gewd ass game of volleyball but to bad mah team suxs ass!!!!!!! I am so effin sore cuz i play hella hard and i put mah heart and soul into the game, and im sure it will be even worse tomorrow. Well im jus sittin here waitin cuz i gots to go pick up david from his dads house but im ridin wit his mom so im ( Read more... )

dang its been a while...well im bak with mah baby and we are better than ever. I love him so much. We have had some really gewd talks and i jus think things will work out. I have been goin thru some really HARD times rite now and he as been rite there by mah side to help meeh and jus be there. He means so much to meeh and i love the feeling that i ( Read more... )

things are finally getting better....ill have to expalin laterz

GAME OVER!!!!!