it really REALLY sucks to need someone and there be no one, and it being all your fault. i made the biggest mistake drifting away from everyone, and i am sorry

i have been replaced...

wow, awhile, again. anyhow lets see, finals went well the semester was ok, and lets see what else birthday went good jarrod took my ice skating :) and then to olive garden. then i went out to red lobster for dinner mmmmm and got two cakes, one an icecream cake. then saturday i went to ENP with the SGC then sunday uhhh wat did i do sunday, lets see ( Read more... )

holy shit its been a long long time. i blame it on being a work-aholic and procrastinating with my homework so much. hmm so here goes, ive blown this semester completely and since im sick and missed school i most likely have no hope of pulling my grades up with my finals...oops. i dont know what else, so much has happened since last time i wrote so ( Read more... )

i dont know anymore i just dont...im thinking bon fire for new years, yay or ney?

i hate inconsiderate people...i really do...sometimes i just want to break down and beat some fucking asses....oh well eleven more days and i wont have to put up with this bull shit anymore

i just want to scream right now, people are really REALLY annoying, and to top it off i have to rewrite my term paper for COM study for a monster physics test, see my professor at some point in time for a problem i got the wrong answer to and then, i dont remember the last part but im sure ill remember it at some point. i just want to come home now

so im sitting here at 9:28 am and wondering, why do i give a shit about school. im about to sit here for the next two weeks potentially with my internet disconnected so i do at least ok on my finals. ive busted my ass all semester, and i still seem to be getting NO WHERE. oh well. the worst part is that this is a semester lost because well, like ( Read more... )

i feel REALLY left out right now. everyone is talking about going home, calling people, hanging out with people, and its like im not even a thought at all. it kinda really hurts.  the other night jarrod and i were sitting at my desk doing wordsearches and he got up to shower and i started reading peoples journals and i was upset, very upset, im not ( Read more... )

did u ever regret something more and more everyday? no more parties, the first one seems to have gotten me in way too much trouble