well for days now ive just been searching for auditions and such, and talent agencies, and, i gotta find a good photographer to take headshots of me thn i gotta get contact sheets and send them to agents in houston. i got an interview with an agent in san antonio, but like my mom decided that it was to far to go just for an interview, and we should ( Read more... )

tomorrow were going bathing suit shopping. wee. tell ur mom. ok? i love you.

well today i woke up at aproximately 10:30 am. talked to ryan first thing(hes the one who woke me up, i love him so much) straitened my hair did my makeup , took a piss, ate some apple sauce. got dressed, called ryan back. asked my mom if she could take me to his house, got in the car went to his house cuddled for about an hour, made out some. ( Read more... )

im watching my dad sleep watching king of the hill and looking up fat kids on google, i found a site with extremely fat cats. its hilarious. kinda like my old rabbits.huge. we ate them though. sux huh, tasted like chicken. hmm....wow. no drugs in like.. a long time, and i dont think ryan has had any either. weird huh? cool though eh? wow this is ( Read more... )

JESUS CHRIST IM SO EFFING BORED SOMEONE SHOOT ME. eh, i hate my mom. she shall go shoot herself in a dark alley.

guess what kids? i love a guy. his name is ryan victor terrasas. hes the best person ive ever met my entire life. he has never made fun of me he is so nice and hes so sweet and truthful. unlike everyone els on this planet he doesnt go around talking about people behind their backs or making fun of people or starting shit.i beleive if we were all ( Read more... )

I LOVE U RYAN VICTOR TERRASAS, FOREVER

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i just ate a peanut butter toastwhich. it was good.. i wouldhave preferred butterd toast, but i put the toast in the toaster thn i walked over to the fridge. looked inside and there was no fucking butter.. that ruined my day. but yeah... hmm i just realized that my biggest fear is wally.. hes scary. hes like a crazy redneck, whats not to be scared ( Read more... )

SECTION I: How samantha Relates to Other People ( Read more... )